m cryin ryte now..
plz help me..
i dunno what to do..
i miss my edy damn muchy..
why he didnt text me like he used too??
does he not miss me like i do?
bloggy..
this is faizal..
well, he's came back..he wants me back..
what should i do?
he explained to me everythg..
he said sorry..
he doesnt mean to leave with purpose..
he have too..
because he love so much
he came back to say sorry and to claim he promise to me..
yeah maybe dulu aku pernah berharap yg 1 ari nnt dia akan balik kt aku..
tp..rasa syg tu dh x mcm dulu..
kenapa baru skg? its already 4 years past ok!
damn it!
tadi lak apek fb dgn aku..
he told me that he's going back here this thursday..
y he told me?
sedangkan dia tau yg aku masih tggu dia balik?
i dont understand..
he asked to meet me if m free..
faizal asyik tanya aku mcm mana nk tebus balik salah dia?
how should i know?!
dia bgtau aku yang dulu masa dia break dgn aku,life dia huru hara jap..
study ntah macam ape..pergi tournament pun x ley nk focus game..
now,at this time..
aku betul2 keliru..
faizal? yeah dulu aku benci dia..sbb dia bunuh aku n cinta aku pd dia..
tp......
ammar? yeah aku masih syg kn dia tp kdg2 bile rase sakit tu dtg...aku jadi bigung.. aku takut if aku mintak dia jgn tinggalkn aku, dia akan ckp "apa ni by..apa lagi ni..kan edy dh ckp, edy x ready lagi..edy x nak pk sal aty dan prasaan..bape kali nk kene ckp?!"
argh!!!
look bloggy aku bkn nk banding2 kan ke ape..
tp aku teringat kata2 fara..
dia ckp,beb ko pk la..utk ape ko stay dgn org yg x cintakan ko..even korang dh bertahun tp..ko still rase sakit..
baik la ko pergi dgn org yg syg n cintakan ko..wlupun dia x sesempurna mane..tp ko happy..
agak mendalam kn?
tadi aku call la c gilew tu jup..
ya allah aku xtau la nape aku rindu sgt kt dia..
rindu nk dgr suara dia..rindu nk ketawa n bergado dgn dia..
yeah baru seminggu x jumpe..
tp aku rase cm dh bertahun!
ntah la..
dia x call..x text aku langsung...
erm.....
tp faizal lak dok text aku dr ari 1st puasa til ari ni without stop..
ape sume ni?
petanda?
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